Mellow Sunday

It was time to move the clocks forward an hour today...so it's 11:30am on a quiet Sunday morning and everyone is still sleeping. Did a load of laundry, cleaned a bit and now I'm listening to my XM radio to mellow acoustic music.
I can't say that I'm feeling peaceful, just a bit calmer than the last few days. Still at a moment away from crying but maybe I need to cry a bit. The last big cries I've had did not help me.
I used to be able to have a good cry and feel better. That hasn't happened lately.
My husband said he can't understand me anymore, how can he, I can't figure myself out. At my age, I'm supposed to be more secure in my life, and don't get me wrong, I'm more confident and secure than I've been ever, but I feel something is missing.
Yesterday at work, I did alot of saying no to people. I hope they know it is just my job.

I'm moving to a warmer climate

The first snow is always beautiful. You watch the flakes float down and enjoy the winter wonderland it creates.....and then it snows again, and again, and again. I was hoping the weather people were wrong this time, that we wouldn't get the 10-12 inches of snow last night into this morning, but they were correct!!! Congratulations!!! The kids had a snow day and hubby's meeting was cancelled but I still had to clean the house, do the laundry and also shovel. The boy was shoveling (of course for money, he wouldn't do it if we didn't pay him) and I decided to help him (He's my baby, I can't have him going out by himself to do the whole thing). The girl didn't wake up until after noon and then took a shower. Oh to be a teen again. If I can go back in time, knowing what I know now, being a teen would be so awesome. It sucks, I hate the snowy mess, I really would like to leave New York and settle in some place warmer.