It was time to move the clocks forward an hour today...so it's 11:30am on a quiet Sunday morning and everyone is still sleeping. Did a load of laundry, cleaned a bit and now I'm listening to my XM radio to mellow acoustic music.
I can't say that I'm feeling peaceful, just a bit calmer than the last few days. Still at a moment away from crying but maybe I need to cry a bit. The last big cries I've had did not help me.
I used to be able to have a good cry and feel better. That hasn't happened lately.
My husband said he can't understand me anymore, how can he, I can't figure myself out. At my age, I'm supposed to be more secure in my life, and don't get me wrong, I'm more confident and secure than I've been ever, but I feel something is missing.
Yesterday at work, I did alot of saying no to people. I hope they know it is just my job.
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